So I graduated HAHAHAHAH I got accepted at the last school I considered I wanted to study at. (See I had like 3 exams at some universities that I’d like to study at) The university that was really my dream school only added me to the fucking waiting list U KNOW WHAT FUCK IT I PASSED THE TEST THEN YOU GO PUTTING ME ON THE WAITING LIST DAMN YOU. Then there goes my family’s dream that I study at this second university that clearly isn’t for me because being me I’m such a fucking useless unartistic untalented lame stupid ass that didn’t pass my talent test. YAY FOR BEING THE MOST DISAPPOINTMENT CHILD. So there you go, stupid ass right here gets to study at a fucking private university that is a train away from my house damn. Life still is good I guess. 

Senior year is supposed to be your year in high school that you must make the most out of it. But it ever since Senioryear started…

I haven’t had a real sleep,

I started losing real friends,

I started being depressed and stressed,

I started worrying too much about college,

And suddenly I realized this must be reality, growing up seems to suck. People will leave you and you’ll have to stand on your own feet without the help of others. You must strive hard in order to survive. Senior year does suck and I can’t fucking wait to end this year.

it’s that time of the fucking where school stresses you more than ever because of damn exams!! fuck it i haven’t really slept for the whole fucking week bc of college entrance exams and school exams. if you’ll look closely you’ll see all the bags under my eyes i’m so stressed out NO ONE DESERVES THIS SHITS. SCHOOL MUST BE MADE FOR LEARNING AND NOT MAKING KIDS OR WHATEVER FEEL LIKE THEY WILL NEVER BE GOOD ENOUGH BC OF FUCKING SCHOOL SHT DAMN IT I CANT WAIT TO GRADUATE!!!!